I was drawn to betty by her warm spirit and amazing smile. She lives in Kenya and it's been an absolute pleasure getting to know more Kenyan mum bloggers through her. She blogs at https://mummyessentialske.com/ and is on IG @mummyessentials_ke
1. Please introduce yourself
photography, an introvert and a stay at home mom by choice, I am a wife, been married for 7
years come August.
2. How many kids(with ages) do you have and how long have you been a stay-at-home mum?
who is now two months old, which means I have been a stay at home mom for five years, which
we celebrated in April.
I have had many challenges, but one that I can say stands out is being contented in this season. For a long time, I struggled with thoughts of self-doubt, feelings of missing out, and having moments when it felt like I was wasting away, especially career-wise. I can say that 2021 is the year that I am finally learning to be content and find purpose while being a stay-at-home mom.
I love knowing that I have been there for them in every season, I have witnessed a lot of their development. I have heard their speech develop, I have watched them make their first steps, I have been there through their tears and laughter. But mostly I love that being a stay-at-home mom has made me learn more about myself.
I have done different projects when it comes to making an income while at home as SAHM, I have made fresh juice, and snacks and sold at small events like bridal showers. There was a season I did handmade earrings and sold, I own a DSLR, which has enabled me to get bookings for baby and bridal showers, I have also shot one wedding. At the moment I am not doing any of these because we recently welcomed our newborn.
There are a lot of misconceptions but thank God for social media, a lot is being cleared up by SAHM. The one that bugged me for long was that stay-at-home moms don’t do anything, they are lazy when they complain to be tired and that they don’t want to work.
When I got the job as a personal assistant, one of the reasons why I did that was because of doubt. I kept wondering if I was doing the right thing for myself. I felt like I was not living my purpose and because our finances were a bit tight, I felt insecure to ask for things I was desiring like clothes, and shoes and dealt with low self-esteem at some point.
It is very important, I don’t think I would have made it were it not for my husband continuously reassuring me that I was doing a great job. There are days when I feel like I haven’t done anything and he will always remind me that just staying at home is everything. Those reminders keep me going.
Mondays my husband is usually at home so that is the day I always leave in the morning and come back in the evening. I use that time to go eat a favorite meal or treat myself to some ice cream. There are days I just go meet up with some of my older mom friends and just pour out my heart. Totally looking forward to doing this once I can leave the newborn with her father, I miss these moments.
This is so beautiful to read. Thank you Betty for sharing your story with the world.
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